broken... shattered...

it was all alright, my failed math, just passed english and science, disappointing geography and chinese... it was all OKAY...

until i 亲手 broke my nice clock... stupid clumsy MEEEEE!

but it was STILL okay, when i ate lunch with them and when i go home...

until i want to go and play at my friend's house but couldn't.... 

until i was told i need to cook dinner for myself, again...

until i think of my BROKEN and SHATTERED clock again...

than all feels BAD, pretty BAD, quite BAD, very BADDDD

ARGH!!! CRAP!!!

not that i'm really VERY SAD about my fan-girl SS501 clock, though i still do feel SAD about it... it was nice, till IIIIII broke it!

BROKEN, SHATTERED, BROKEN, SHATTERED, BROKEN, SHATTERED ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

watashi want to cry~ but watashi have not, bcos watashi am not used to crying over exams...

and watashi know it is not just bcos of exams, though that does contribute to it...

they are all piled up, stacked up, high high and all it takes is just a little trembling to tumble everything~

and it did tremble, a little, as i BROKE my lovely clock......

BROKEN, SHATTERED, BROKEN, SHATTERED, BROKEN, SHATTERED ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 

watashi want somebody to be with her whom watashi can at least lean onto and fall asleep, or something...... nvm, lame silly thought~ not everyone is as lucky as Misaki that has Usui whenever needed~ sighed......

 

HAHAHAHA~ WHATEVER~

just remembered the day of last End-of-year exam, after Math, watashi just felt like 私奔ing with myself, ok i know it's a weird term here... like just want to take a long distance bus on and on and on by myself to nowhere, nowhere, nowhere~ ad think to myself and think and think~ and forget and forget and forget~ and be alone and alone and alone~ and be gone and gone and gone~ and ...... just 人间蒸发 for a while~ 

HAHAHAHAHA~ okay, i'm UNSTABLE~

just feeling BLUE~ SAD~ DEPRESSED~ and maybe a little SUICIDAL~ again......

i'm just saying stuff to myself that no one cares about or anything~ i know, i don't blame anyone~

walalala~ just a little crazy here~

don't worry, it's gonna be okay.

i hope it's gonna be ok.

i think it's gonna be ok.

i believe it's gonna be ok.

well, it HAS to be OKAY~ :)

[@TL: do NOT call the counsellor, ect. Thanks! if you do, i may hate you for life~ (: ]

thanks~ i don't expect anyone to read this actually~ haha~ just lazy to write manually in diary......

and this maybe used as evidence or something if i HAPPENED to commit SUICIDE someday~

LOL~ JK JK~

do NOT get me to a counsellor, call my aunt, parents or whatsoever, THANK U VERY MUCH~ :)

bye bye~

going to TRY to find some HAPPINESS and FUN in ANIME and MANGA~

ah ah~ it kinda ruined me, and my exams, but well...... at least i like it~ :)

CSI & AA SEC4 DANCE VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE!! :D

Hey yeah!
Sooo, I finally finished uploading the group's CSI video onto Youtube~
It's less than 20min but  took like 7 hours to be uploaded...... -.-''

Do read through the descriptions of the video, thanks!

And it's set as "unlisted" so you won't be able to find it by searching through Youtube, etc., you can watch only with this link. :)

Enjoy but don't laugh too much, espcially at my poor acting~ haha~ ^^

CSI Video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mp6By8McE8


And, also, i have uploaded the Sec 4s' dance during our Annual Assembly Campfire this year~
This didn't take that long, haha~
it's quite cool, esp for guides~ ^^

Guides have been pretty fun-filling with lots of activities that I never thought there would be~

haha~ like i said before in my last time post about AA, it's NOT just a UG where u march and march, etc...

Wonder how our batch's Sec 4 dance would be~ haha~ ^^

last year our Sec 1 dance was kinda erm, not bad but ... LOL~

"Code Geass" Openings

Hahaha~ Just being random...

Being bored after exams bcos don't know what to do except checking Weibo everyday though there are a lot of stuff to do actually......

Anyway, i was just searching Youtube for entertainment then suddenly want to listen to "Code Geass" songs so haha~ found this good video that has all the Opening songs of Season 1 & 2~ Yeah~ It's nice, looks really like an action show from these opening... but it kinda is counted as one anyway, haha~

Nice~ making me want to re-watch the whole series again!!! I 'm sure gonna do it one day~ And I HAVE TO recommend it to others, like at least my cousins~ and it's great that it can attract both guys and girls bcos it's action and emotions~ ^^

Ok, maybe too much of anime lately... but actually i still have a lot of such stuff that i'm dying to share about~ haha~ Pardon my enthu-ness~ :p

Looking forward to Anime Fest'11~

Hey ya ya~
YAY~ exams are over~ AWESOME~~~ ^^
Ok, yay~ actually, i'm feeling so free and have so many things in mind that i don't know what to start with...... -.-''
Well, i plan to finish watching quite some anime, read quite some manga, read quite some books, draw quite some drawings, watch quite some movies, go for quite some outings, do quite some revisions (don't think that will ever happen......) and ......
Haha, ok, nvm. At least i am sure going for the AFA'11, Anime Festival Asia (click to link its site), this year~ yeah~ and with Guang & Tian Ling & dunno if anymore ppl coming...... I wanted to go last year too but didn't bcos nobody to go with...
:(
and i think i can fit in with atmosphere better this year after getting to know a lot more anime & manga~ ^^
but it's kinda hard to decide what to wear to there huh... cosplay is cool... but i don't think i can anyway, haha~



And I'm kinda interested in the Maid Cafe & Butler Cafe~ haha~ seems cool~ but I don't think we will go in there... kinda embarrassing... and i bet Guang and Tian won't allow me to...... :p haha~
Anyway, here's this year's Butler Cafe (Atelier Royale)'s servant introduction, even I can see that their Japanese sound weird...... all 背的...... i can sort of understand what they say, haha, thanks to anime~

Atelier Royale 2011 Wonderland Intro Video

Well, they're ok... not TOO bad... I mean, real life is different from Anime ones, can't expect too much...... no offense... -.-''
I think that Yutaki guy is Japanese... don't like him... >.<
But i'm really not happy with some of the names... WHY do they have to use the same names as some anime character?! I understand that quite some Japanese have the same names, but erm...... i still don't like it...
E.g.
Hikaru... it's the SAME as HIKARU Hitachiin (with fringe towards left) from ''Ouran High'' ......
And the other guy called Haru just sounds like KAORU Hitachiin (with fringe towards right) ......

Hikaru

They're characters I like a lot~ actually, i like a lot of characters from "Ouran High"~

Haha, anw, i'm just a bit unhappy that they are using THEIR names......

And Ren is the same as REN Tsuruga from "Skip Beat!"......

they're soo different......

And and Shou is like SHO Fuwa from "Skip Beat!"......

Sho Fuwa

And there may be other character names that i don't know of...... 

The following video, can skip the Butler Cafe part it's the same, has the Maid Cafe (Moe Moe Kyun, haha, funny kawaii name~) intro part from 1:40.

Not as interested in the Maid Cafe, but haha, it won't be as embarrassing as compared to going to the Butler Cafe (like ppl always think girls going there to see handsome guys...) ~ 

Ok, nvm, i'm just bored and saying random stuff I bet most you reading are not interested in at all...... Sorry about that~ :p

Ok, anw, i can't wait to go~ but the entrance fee ah... so much, $13... -.-''

dunno if i shall buy any thing there... i think i would really love the things there but no money le... :(

Ahh, getting too much into anime & manga lately... :p espcially some that i'm not supposed to know about, tsk tsk~ >.<

haahahah~ now i miss my innocent days~ ah~

Innocence is a Virtue. 

LOL.

about videos... & Jung Min - August love song~

Yeah~ haha~ not watching anime for a few days, but back to sleeping and youtube...
It's late now... i know...


"August Love Song"
I know about this show sometime ago but didn't know when it is shown, yeah, now i found it on youtube~
It's Park Jung Min (SS501)'s mobile drama in Japan. Really short, 4 eps only, about 20 + min in total.

He's acting as himself, Par Jung Min - a famous Korean star, haha~ going to Japan and a really short love story between him and a working, married (tsk tsk~ lol), middle-aged, Japanese woman.

Ah ah ah~ I'm jealous, lol~ Jung Min soooo HOT! <3
Wa ha ha~ Why doesn't that happen to me~ LOL, JK~

*very small here, watch on youtube or larger screen*

"August Love Song" Ep1 & 2

"August Love Song Ep" 3 & 4

Oh and 《大武生（My Kingdom）》 is now showing too~

Wenqian says it's nice~ haha ~ but bcos she's a great fan of Wu Chun 吴尊 & Hang Geng 韩庚 so no surprise...

But i wanna watch too~ looks cool~ but no way i'm watching it in cinema any soon... exams are coming~ sigh~ but looks like it has a really complicated relationship... and perhaps some not suitable for > 18 scenes...... -.-''

Anyway, trailers~

1 min trailer, Chinese

12 min trailer, Chinese, English sub

Then, for our CSI video~ Yeah~ it's finally over!

Sorry, but the file is really big so haven't uploaded.

Don't know if the school will upload it, then i will post the link here~ :)

Unless there's some really strong urgent request, we shall wait till then~ 

LOL, my acting sucks...... so pai-seh~ :p

Haha, okay, thanks, bye~

Love "Code Geass"~

Yeah yeah~

"Code Geass" is an AWESOME anime!
one of the BEST with the BEST & TOUCHING & STRIKING ending I have ever seen in dramas/anime/movies/shows......


Thanks Tian Ling for introducing it to me~ though i wasn't into it at first but it really got into my heart later, especially at the very last end! This is one of the few, or perhaps first, time I ever have tears in my eyes when watching the last Ep... though i do cry for shows sometimes but this is seriously......
And thanks for not spoiling it for me~ I wouldn't have been so surprised if you have spoiled it, that much...
So, reminder to whoever interested in watching it: do not read spoilers/ character description, etc, until you have finished the whole series 1 & 2! continue watching even if you do not seem to love so much at first, like me, WATCH TILL THE END in order to understand it ALL! do not jump to conclusions too~ trust me~ it's a lot better~


Yup ok, so that's of my sharing~ LOL~ i can't believe i actually wrote about 8 pages on Ending in my diary...... though i'm really long-winded, i know~


Anyway, here are some great AMV videos about it~ one of those with less spoilers i can find already......
*ALERT*- do NOT read the comments and spoilers of the video and any other video about this that has spoilers to prevent spoiling the show~
And preferably watch on youtube/fullscreen/ large screen so you can see the nice lyrics~ these posting here are really small......


This is not one of the songs from the anime, but it's made by Japanese fans and really nice!!!
Some of the lyrics fit pretty well [quote]: "认识你真好" ~ great to have known this anime ~
*ALERT*- this actually has quite lots of spoilers...... :( better not watch for those who haven't finished the show, but very nice for those that have already finished the show......









This is the song for the last few minutes of the final episode of but before the ending song. It's "Continued Story" by Hitomi, who also sang some other songs of the show.

It's an really nice & calming & a little sad song~ my heart always hurts a little when listening to it, especially with the ending ep...... And the lyrics fit perfectly well!!






Anime production team actually always create customised songs for the Anime, i just realised how much they fit with the story~ WOW~
Love the lyrics! <3 I have wrote them in my diary and student handbook too~ ^^
[quote]:  


"God bless our king, it's a bright light day.
  Let us worship in your triumph.


  And this story is mine, and this moment is mine.
  Can I steal your pain and shed it away?


  To amend this pain, to avoid this pain.
  Can I share this pain and carry away?


  ... ...


  Lalalalalalalalala.
  To the day in my new era.


  Lalalalalalalalala.
  To the day in my dreaming land.


  Towards the light, and this moment is mine.
  Can I steal your pain and shed it away?


  ... ...  "


Haha~ OK~ that's the end. Thanks for reading~ :)
I really need to sleep now... -.-''
and still left a lot of work undone...... shit...
Anyway~


ALL HAIL LELOUCH!!! <3


P.S. please pardon my over-enthuness...... thanks! ^^

6 Honesty '09 Teacher's Day~

Hey yo~
this the video Winnie's talking about...
i'm not in the beach picture bcos i was sick and didn't go...... :(
and not everyone is in it though, well at least something, haha~

*cannot be posted here... pls go to the link: *
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pQIJaK8fkg

Thanks! and WTH am i still online at this hour...... -.-''

Videos YEAH!!

Yeah!! Some very awesome soul uploaded these very awesome videos on youtube.
Do watch, sooo cool~ try linking them to RGS girls, wow...

Sports Fest - House Cheerleading Competition 2011
1st - Richardson (full)

2nd - Waddle (part)

3rd - Buckle (full)

Tarbet (full)
- Germaine & Mazie are inside~

Hadley... hmm, can't find this year's, sad...

AA dance: sad, can't find this year's too... not even any recent year's... found 1997 old fashion one, lol~

Oh oh, I was randomly search for videos then found WDP 6 Compassion'09 class video!

So sad, why we 6 Honesty don't have any thing like that......

AHHH!

AHHHHHHHH~~~~
I'm going crazy!
I just finished a super long post a minute ago & now it's all gone n i dunno why?! with, arg!!

Fine, anw, wtv, seems like everything going against my way. Gonna go crazy, or have depression... ARGH!

Just RE-wite the points:
Sports Fest on Friday- Tarbet is Champion House again. Yeah. Cheerleading is so awesome n nice!!!

Guides AA- Awesome!!! though our backdrop failed a bit... the guest performance by RI scouts was super cool! Our sec1 & sec4 dances are super duper nice, cool plus dazzling for the later too!!! I love them all~ <333

-> took some nice video but can't upload here, dunno why argh...

Going back China from 1-9 June. Yeah, relax but still need to do hw... results deteriorated a lot... 5 out of 7 subjects below level mean, GPA also below level mean, aiyaya...

Got lots of irritating hw, esp projects, I HATE THEM ALL!!!

Btw, why no one has told me about the 6 Honesty 6 h outing @ Sentosa?! Only Zhang Jie just told me through QQ just now. =( Thanks to him then I know ah... He also helped said which week I preferred. all on Facebook, haha. Sounds like I really need a fb account, but i m not get one, yet. =( so sad, feeling forgotten & ignored.... ='( But still look forward to this outing a lot, miss everybody a lot! Hope can be more familiar & take a class photo with everyone. Last year also, thought would want to hug everybody when meet on Teacher's Day, but then didn't at all, cos kinda awkward... many ppl changed, so many taller than when I used to be so much taller than them... =p Aiyaya, i wanna grow taller...

p.s. now watching random Lady Gaga MV & getting traumatized... lol.

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